it’s not gonna be much different

I don’t know why, but I’m having a very hard time caring about anything today.  My right leg is aching from five hours of Open House tour giving yesterday, and my left leg is currently asleep.  I stayed in bed until eleven and I’m still in my jimmy jams.  I have a shit-tonne of homework to do, rehearsal this evening, and I have to go tell my RA that I won’t be at the mandatory floor meeting tonight, but I can’t bring myself to get my butt in gear and get on task.  In fact, after I post this, I’m probably going to go curl up back in bed and read Stephen King for a pretty substantial amount of time.  Because I just don’t care this weekend.  I don’t give a hoot.

My constant upset is slowly being replaced by non-stop apathy.  I think this is what my da refers to as ‘Better living through medication’.

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1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. Asbjorn
    Oct 26, 2009 @ 18:32:44

    Have you really not posted since late september? Isn’t this the end of October? I am sooo out of touch it is unbelievable. Have you heard from Paige in the last week or two? At least somebody is having fun. Well. Hope you are well. Tim

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